Minggu, 22 Maret 2015

My Craziet Dream about Justin Bieber

Since I made this blog, since high school to university. since labil girl and still labil girl. im only talking about one person i love and in this new story im gonna talking about him again. its because im still me i just cant stop at anything until i get it. here's the story (pardon my English story before u read it) :




            Justin and I are like a couple. I know we never met before and he even doesnt know my name. I am belieber. I love justin bieber more than i love my self and my friends. Not only i love his music but also i love him. As men. I know my crazy dream is only my super crazy dream. Im not sure if it will gonna be real (maybe for people who think like that). But i dont know. My reliance to be couple with him or exactly to be his wife in the future is not only in my dream. Its gonna be real, yes real like if u have a boyfriend and you will marry with him in 3 months leter. I never believe like this before like my heart just saying that ‘you will marry with Justin, finaaa~~’ i dont know how Allah will make it to be real but i believe that Allah can make anything impossible to be possible. Maybe it will be one of another Allah’s miracle like Allah can make Musa rive the river ( its only the metaphor okay). Allah will makes justin believe with islam, with Allah and with Muhammad. Justin can real the quran and justin will pray 5 times everyday plus shunnah and Friday pray. Before it i will study abroad to Canada maybe in justin hometown and with not deliberate i meet justin in the somewhere, we acquainted and blaaaam justin fallin in love with me and trying to get my heart. But because justin isnt muslim, i can accept him but without i find out, justin already study Islam for a while (maybe at the first he meet me) and justin say that he wants to be muslim and yees he is going to be muslim then and we finally marry and happyly ever after.
            I know it sounds crazy like how can the super star Justin Bieber is going to musim or is Justin gonna falin in love with me? But since i hear one of the hollywood super star ( i forgot his name) marriage with his fans, i believe it will be me next with justin, with the muslim justin bieber and i’ll have bieber on my last name ‘Afina Zahrah Bieber’ or ‘Afina Bieber’ (its because zahrah isnt my family name). Since that i make my self better like i treat my body (i have enough weight and it lost a little), practice my English languange, and im planning to be a smart student so i can study abroad. I dont have a lot of money just to fly far to meet justin in canada and i dont have enough money to attending justin’s concert everyday so i cant tell justin i love him so we cant acquinted. And Since Justin said on Ellen Show that He is want to be special for his wife when maddona said she ever have sex with more 2 people in oneday (You Know What Exactly Mean right? i decide to be a special women for him
            and now the only i can do right now is just dreaming, just dreaming till i think my dream will be real. But im not sad because dreaming is another Allah’s miracle that Allah gave to all people in the world which is free to use. And with this crazy dream i can live my live untill now and later. With this dream i know what my purpose of life, with this dream i enthusiastic every i wake up and endure my life. Yes to meet justin when im study abroad and we will marry. I dont know if my dream be just only real or can be real all i can do right now is effort and dream.

“If You Can Dream It, You Can Do It”
-Walt Disney
once again pardon everything wrong in this story

My Bieber Experience

Udah lama banget ya ga nge-blog disini lagi, dan akhirnya pada kesempatan kali ini bisa juga. well udah lama banget gua ngerencanain pengen nulis disini lagi. pengen curhat sesuatu yang selama ini dipendem ajasih, biar lega. ya emang agak labil sih lagi-lagi karena lagi-lagi masalah justin. and here the story.

baca ulang curhatan gua diblog ini masalah justin yag sebelum-sebelumnya rasanya malu banget malu sama ke alayan gua masa ke labilan gua waktu SMA dulu. apalagi masalah justin..ya ampuuuun...
well makin beriringnya waktu dan bertambahnya usai gua, sekarang sedikit demi sedikit makin berfikir lebih dewasa sih apalagi mengenai justin ini.

disini gua mau cerita tentang pengalaman yg udah dilalui semenjak kenal dia. well mungkin di tulisan gua sebelumnya yg alay itu udah diceritain awal kenapa suka justin. dan sekarang gua mau ceritain tentang perjuangan gua selama suka justin yang menurut gua akhir2 ini udah sangat berat

well gua mau bilang sih gua secara resmi udah Berhenti jadi BELIEBER walaupun belum seutuhnya berhenti banget suka sama dia tapi gua lagi berusaha banget untuk ga terlalu suka sama dia. banyak alasan banget sih kenapa gua mutusin untuk ga labil lagi sama justin ya walaupun blm berhasil 100%. as 19 years old boy dia udah begitu masuk kedalam hidup gua banyak beberapa jalan hidup gua dilandaskan karena dia. ya emang ga pantes banget buat ngejadiin alesan dulu hidup gua tuh demi dia tapi dulu gua pernah. dikenal seisi sekolah karena justin ya itu gua dulu. waktu pelajaran seni budaya nyanyi lagu ditanya special buat siapa gua jawab buat justin ya itu dulu banget.. dulu waktu masih labil.. dulu waktu gua masih buta sama justin sih. waktu ngeliat dunia itu indah karena justin dan gua harus ketemu justin.. dulu..

kalo boleh dibilang capek banget cape jadi belieber dia. cape sama berita buruk dia, cape nge-cemburuin justin, cape nunggu konser justin di Indonesia yang ga tiba-tiba. kecewa, lelah tapi dari sini gua belajar banyak.

waktu masih sma emang banyak berita baiknya justin, tiap hari ada berita justin di tv di indonesia, dulu dunia berasa milik gua sama justin seneng banget kalo liat justin di tv. tapi makin lama berita baik justin lenyap, muncul berita buruk justin. ya emang sebelumnya banyak juga sih berita buruk justin tapi sekitar akhir 2012 udah mulai banyak berita buruknya dan bahkan berita baiknya ga ada sama sekali di tv kek di internet ke. gua gatau itu bener apa enggak tapi gua kecewa, gua sedih banget waktu itu. tapi namanya dulu masih labil apa aja gua tetep sayang sama justin. tapi berita buruknya malah ga berenti2 muncul udah tahun 2012 keatas sampe sekarang 2014. ya emang banyak yang salahnya sih dari berita itu, tapi makin lama makin kesini, makin dewasa makin udah capek, gua mulai ilang  rasa sama justin. apalagi sama sifatnya dia sekarang yang udah mulai dewasa banget, dewasanya keterlaluan masalahnya. kalo ngeliat dulu dia imut imut cakep baik rasanya enak gitu ngeliatnya makin sayang sama justin, sekarang sifatnya udah jadi pria dewasa, udah gede bebas kemana aja bukan cute lagi tapi sekarang hot. seneng sih sama justin yang sekarang yg hot, sexy tapiiii ga suka sama habitnya dia sekarang. bebas kemanan aja jam berapa aja, mom pattie udah mulai ngelepasin dia ga ngikut dia kaya  dulu. sekarang hobby nya tiap malem ke klub, ke strippties club. ilfil, benci gua. tiap hari ngeliat cewe random yang dikabarin sama dia, tapi paling sedihnya pekerjaan cewe yang lagi deket sama dia yang bikin males. model pakaian dalam lah, bit*ches lah, ibu2 cantik hasil oplasan lah. sedih liatnya sedih.